Starting Over

are soo different from everyone else. My day is the time in which I’m awake and it doesnt change days until I go to sleep…

Been awake since 12:30pm yesterday…

to legally change my name.

Idk what to yet.

Any ideas?

Wrapped up in a guy, tryin to make some memories. It’s over, but that’s okay. It’s just how I wanted it =)

I just wanted the memories.

I want to feel his arms around me. I want to see his face. I want to hear his voice. I want to be with him. No one has made me feel like this is so long. He makes my heart race. How in the world did we happen upon each other? And why does it feel so much like fate?

Maybe I’m just kidding myself. But this feeling. It’s not gonna change.

Last night…

I got off of work at 2 am and then headed over to my friend’s house to get my beer I’d left there. Found out there was only one =( which was a sad moment. But who should open the door? This really cute guy.

This really cute guy happens to be my close friend’s best friend (which did make me pause for like three hours [which is actually a long time haha]). We just connect. Which sounds silly, but still.

Now, I’ve heard ALOT about this guy, and I don’t know if he’s for real. Even if he’s not, I still have the memory of last night and that makes it all worth it. He’s so amazing.

For once, I got to hear EVERYTHING that I’ve been longing to hear and he held me all night. We made out, but we didn’t have sex or anything. I’m so into him right now that I’m almost to the point of not caring if he plays me or not.